I miss mah bean

I am sick and tired of people blowing off the fact that I'm lonely. I was lonely all summer being away from my friends and not knowing a single soul where I live. I'm lonely here at Gonzaga. Sure I have 3 friends here on campus, but I don't know them that well yet. I still really miss my friends back home. People tell to remember I still have friends back in Colorado, but that doesn't help me because I then feel more lonely because they are over a thousand miles away. At times I wish I hadn't moved, but then I would really miss my family. At times I wish I had picked a school that I knew some people that were going to. It is so hard coming to a new school and not knowing anybody. And then on top of that coming in as a transfer student, when people have already formed their "cliques." Now don't think that I am not thankful for my friends I have here on campus. They mean so much to me. I have grown to really trust them, and I know that I can always tell them anything. Of course two of them are R.A.s so that is part of their job to be there for people to talk to them. I just wish that a couple of my friends back home lived closer.

Today I did lots of baking. I baked a little over 5 dozen chocolate chip cookies for a bake sale for the science club. I baked some halloween cookies and cinnamon cookies for myself to enjoy. I hope that you guys have a good week.